Intravenous

It’s alright to be afraid
Fear is just being anxious about what we don’t know
It’s the fear of the unknown
The ambiguous
That big question mark at the end of a sentence

It drive you to insanity
Takes you over, or takes you under
But I’m too afraid to be afraid

Don’t know what it’s like on the other side
But I can feel something moving in my veins
Kind of like this IV stuck in my arm
I know there’s something in there
Just don’t know where it’s going or what it’s doing

Either way, I’m floating on a prayer,
Trusting God
And in the meantime,
Not letting the pains elicit-
What is it again?
Oh yes,
Fear

Love is a gift one should never have to ask for.
It should always be enough; one should never yearn for more.
Love has no questions, only answers,
Never leaves you by the wayside.
And if it does, I must protest
It is fear that has fed you lies…

My mind says no, my heart says go
Honestly, to be frank, I just don’t know
Praying for a miracle, waiting on a sign
That just may, in my dismay
Give me piece of mind.

"What is This"

Thought I'd share this blessing with you:)