Scout's Honor

My mind has been changed
For the better?
I’m not sure just yet
But I promised myself that this time
Myself, I will not forget
If I can just
(In love and in lust)
Stay true to who I am
And what I feel
Then I won’t have to hide
From what I feel
And all in all
When it’s said and through
I will have created a better me
To give myself to you

Mind & Body

Don’t know how to do it;
How to separate the mental from the physical
Cuz mentally, I’m feeling you
But physically, right now, I’m feeling you too
But I catch myself slippin- fallin back into the same rehearsals
I’ve changed roles once, so no more role reversals
Tick tock, find myself looking at my clock
Wondering if I should or shouldn’t call
If you’re a good catch then I don’t want to drop the ball
Saying to myself, “this can’t be real…”
But there’s no denying the way I think that I feel
Not falling, just enjoying what’s new
Just wondering if in the future, there’s a future with you
Literally just laughed out loud
Got my head so far up in a cloud
Then oops, slipped back down
Somehow, reality has landed me on the ground
I said I wanted honesty and that’s what I feel I’m being given
Take my heart off my sleeves and day by day, just keep livin
All that other stuff, I ain’t worried about it- for now
Not stressing about the future, just living in the now…

Bedda @ Home

Jill Scott - Bedda At Home (Instrumental) MP3 Download

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"bedda at home" by Jill Scott

Speak to Me

I just saw you- for the very first time
Until now, you were just a dream, trapped in my mind
Reach out my hand, grab yours just to feel
Want to make sure that you are real
Close my eyes, and I can really feel you
Want to showcase you to the world, yet conceal you
Speak to me… Speak to me
There’s no place I’d rather be
Than here; right here with you
No pun intended
You made my dreams come true…

Disseminating Infatuation

Yep, I thought about it...

The Forbidden

These words written, boy I really hate that I’m slippin
For to roll off my lips, I must really be feelin
That you leave me nothing left (trippin)

Diverge from the verb, for written in the Word
That from my voice, it shall not be spoken, nor heard
And from your eyes to my mouth, it may seem absurd

But with this God given voice, I feel you leave me no choice
Though it’s far from rejoice (have your eyes getting moist)

In your bass I can’t shake you, want to emotionally sedate you,
Rip out your heart and somehow remake you
Rather pretend that I love you than tell you
I hate you