Forgiveness

Wanting to escape you while I still love you. Not understanding how we could go from best friends to distant strangers literally over night. Pain consumes my thoughts when I think of you. Anger fills my head when I see you, so I just try to stay away. But no matter how many streets I avoid to avoid you, you always meet me in my dreams. You always meet me with affection and I accept you with forgiveness. See, that's the difference between what is real and what is not, because I am not quite there in real life. Forgiveness... First, I have to let go of the hurt, next, the resentment, finally, you. I have to let you go, as much as it may hurt me and as much as it may hurt you. And maybe, in another time, in another space, we can be friends again...