Insomnia

This is me lying awake in the middle of the night head full of thoughts running away from the bad ones creating fake ones that play out better in my head in hopes of falling asleep before I get the unwanted pleasure of watching the sun rise once again so here's to fake thoughts that slowly drift me to dreamland where nothing really matters and I don't exist because any thing's better than remembering that I'm here lying in bed in this dark room unable to sleep because my mind is full of restless thoughts and not even a prayer can ease my mind so I go to pretend just one more time until I fall... until I fall... fall asle... asl..............